Got back from Ellen's birthday party at around 1:30ish, went to sleep at around 2 and now I woke up at 6. Can't fall asleep. It's a mix of the alcohol and too many thoughts swirling around in my head.
Tried calling my mom back east but she didn't pick up so now I'm writing this blog. Feeling a little inadequate. Time to put on music and hopefully have that drown out my thoughts. Gotta keep pumping up that volume!
Want to elaborate on why you feel inadequate? Because you are beyond adequate at everything you do. You are better than good. You're fucking great.
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